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so i guess mikey and sandy won...sorry ben and kris, but you should really know me better by now guys. im really not gonna update often, at least not for a while so dont get pissed if its the same old boring thing day after day. cuz you know you can always find something better to do. and hey, if you dont like it you could always click the little [x] and presto, its gone.



GUeSS wHaT! NeRdS aRe CuRReNtLy HeRe


now playing | headstrong - trapt



->september.19th.2003<-


[[splendid | 12:42 am]]

so...another week of school finally over. so after that itty bitty party thing i was supposed to go to, cliff and scott and i went out and about. and now i have a cold...mabye next time i should try wearing clothes. so yeah, so scott got totally shit-faced and was like humping cars...it was pretty god-cam hilarious. me and cliff had another moment. it was awsome...yay, i used it just for you. we stopped by jennys and made sno-cones with her and drea. so after, i went to my cousins house, and im pretty bored. everyones asleep, and no ones online. okay so back oto my school business. so dan dumped me...so i got lucky there. and patrick turned into the biggest fag in the world, thank god i didnt like deal with him or anything. i honestly couldnt tell you what i liked about him. wow, i really have nothing to say reccently. bye.
-madison-





->september.17th.2003<-


[[pretty good | 6:38 pm]]

so im sitting here trying to pick out a song for my answering machine and i cant think of anything. i think im gonna add that to my guestbook questions. mabye later. so mike came to visit me today, just for a little while, but it was still great. although the little bugger forgot to take home his letter. and i spent so much time on it too. passions is really starting to bug me now. everyone on that show is an ignorant fool! and on y and r i still cant stand the fact the coleen and jt are still together.hes sooo way to hot for her. oh well what am i supposed to do about it? me and mike are planning to throw a slumber party on friday after nikki's party. if you wanna come call one of us i know julez is gonna be there...wanna know why? so that she can get it on with my mike. well, at least try. cuz she knows she can never have him. so i dunno whats going on with this dan kid. hes such a nut bag... wow, ive really got nothing to say...bye.
-madison-





->september.16th.2003<-


[[unknown | 5:08 pm]]

okay so im actually kinda pissed cuz im trying to talk on msn and theses fag kids keep pushing escape on me. and i think that if he [[patrick]] continues that im gonna kick him in the balls...okay so now that thats out of the way...so guess what guys...i have a new boyfriend. his name is dan from mdhs. ty, you really cant be mad at me, cuz you started the whole thing with this. hes a nice guy...i guess but i dont really know him to well. well i really dont wanna write anymore so i think im gonna go. bye.
-madison-





->september.14th<-


[[UPDATE | 1:58 pm]]

okay so im in a very happy mood right now. so sunday school was so funny. the little kids were being so silly, so we played the baloon game, and they all kept poping and they kids were like crying...ha. im so mean. i got too lazy to position the text box, so i just changed the layout back to the same one. im going back to boy talk, so if you dont care for it, leave now. so ty ended up calling me last night at like 2. and he told me how he was sorry, and some other crap that i really cant tell you cuz i promised. then after that we got all happy and nonw hopefully everythings back to normal. *yay*. oh and then we actually decided on "our song". punk rock princess - something corporate. yes i love it. and thats my story, hope you had fun. bye.



[[UPDATE | 12:54 am]]

okay so i just got off the phone with ben, so heres the stitch. supposedly cliff went around telling everyone that me and him did something last week. when in fact, last time i saw him, we went back to school shopping a couple weeks ago. so already something doesnt add up. so after he heared this, ty got all pissed and went bolisic on me, and thats why he was being a total bitch. so now, he made ben come out so that he could apoligize to me, but he didnt know what to say, cuz he felt stupid thinking that i could do that. and honestly, i mite have, but i didnt. and now theres supposedly something else thats on his mind, but he doesnt wanna say cuz it makes him feel stupid...yeah okay there buddy. im so confused, right now i could honestly kick him in the head. and i think if he came back to my house i would. so when you read this, i suggest you come right away. i dont know way exactly. but im really pissed, and now mikes on the phone trying to calm me down, but i dont think its working. if ty doesnt call me before 1:30, hes dead, in every aspect. i know no one wants to hear about this, but its gotta come out, or else ill be all mad all the time till it does. and if i have to suffer, you obviously have to suffer with me. i just wanna say [[MiKE and BEN i love you guys so much. xoxox]]

okay so i think im done with my boy talk. all the girls liked my marilyn manson layout, but none of the guys did, so i changed it, to as you can see, christina aguilera. its so dumb how it took me like two months to chang it from the rainbowbrite one, but like 4 hours from the marilyn manson one. thats pretty gay. im not gonna bother positioning the text box tonight, cuz it will just piss me off more, so ill do it tomorrow, or when ever i have time. hopefully soon. i still need new pics of everyone. mel got her license on thursday, and she crashed three times already. shes such a crack.



[[pissed | 12:25 am]]

so its like 12:26 and i just got back from macdonalds. friggen retards, they dont understand the maning of cell phones. and i feel bad just leaving people on msn [[my special someone]] i need to find an easier way to position my boxes..this whole guess and check method is just not working, and its really pissing me off. today was one of the most boring days of my life. and not only was it wayyy boring, but my computer was fucking up soo much, so i was bored and pissed. then ben calls and's like "im outside your house, lets go to macdonalds." so im like sure. i get in the car, and guess whose sitting beside me? yup thats right, its mr. tyler issac. so he acts like everything is totally normal. too normal, like im just another girl from school or something. then when they drop me off, he doesnt even say bye, and ben's like implying for him to do something. but no, nothing at all. if hes gonna do it, i want it done now. yeah so now im like double pissed. and i think im gonna go do soemthing else before i start swearing.
-madison-

->september.13th.2003<-


[[UPDATE | 6:12 pm]]

UGH! i have way to many cousins with way too many birthdays. so another saturday night with my fifty-million cousins and piss-drunk uncles. so that equals another night in my room, watching tv, being on the phone and the computer. isnt my life great? at least i finally done my whole new layout. even my guestbook. i was quite proud. i was too lazy to make a new blinkie so i just stole one. i know this is pretty disgusting, but ive spent pretty much the whole day on the computer. i feel so yucky, but you cant change the past. and ive got a very boring night ahead, so if anyone wants to come over, just come!



[[UPDATE | 2:00 pm]]
aren't you so proud? i finally got around to making a new layout. this ones dedicated to me. i was doing xtina, but then i got all sad, so i had to change it. im working on my guestbook, so ill be back later.



i know i havn't been around that much, but i missed you all so much, that i decided i had to come back. so, i've finally switched schools. and you seriously cant imaging how much better it is then mci. there's a thousand times more hot guys. well that would still equal zero considering there are none at mci. i really should be getting internet at my dads really soon, so dont worry. so last night was pretty funny. we hung out at my place for a bit then went bowling then came back to my house. krista was sooo fucking wasted. it was hilarious. she raped ben. so someone really needs to tell me whats going on with ty. hes weirding me out. i think i did something, but he wont tell me what. "please tell me you're just feling tire, cuz if its more then that i feel that i mite break. out of touch are we out of time? please send me ahything but signals that are mixed, cuz i cant read your rolling eyes. close lipped, another goodnight kiss is robbed of all its passion." i know its stolen, but it works so well. im trying to quiclky finish a new layout before i go home, so im gonna go do that now. bye.
-madison-





->september.3rd.2003<-


ugh. im so pissed. so my computer is being really fuckin slow, so i just opened html editor with aol. then as i go to save my super-super long entry. the phone rings. and poof all my long hard work gone!. stupid phone line. its so shitty. i was gonna throw my computer out the window. but...then i woundnt have a computer, so i figured that was a bad idea. ya know what makes it really shitty? the fact that i was so happy that today was my last day at mci. ((knock on wood)) did everyone see that ty finally signed my guestbook?! i felt soOoOo cool. i think im gonna start posting the e-mails he sends me. there so great. but alas, i cannot. yeah, hed totally kick my ass if i did. and i mean that literally. hed beat the brains outta me(<-see that me and brains...ha!) im funny sometimes. so guess what happened to me today? i was realy bored, so i called mike and he said "sorry i cant talk now, i really wanna finish my homework" i was so shocked. my little baby is all grown up. well, matured at least. my head hurts. when i woke up this morning, i put on cream, and my knee starting stinging and when i looked down, i had a big hudge cut on my knee. and it hurt like a bitch i swear things [[i dont know what]] come and beat me up in the night. ughh...eww dirty thoughts get hotta my head!!! yuck. you dont wanna know what i was thinking. i think im gonna be sick... yeah i know, im going a little smiley happy. ill try and cut back a bit. k? oh no...time to go home now,
-madison-





->september.2nd.2003<-


ugh. why does school have to suck so much. its the friggen first day, and i already have homework. but *YAY* only like two more days. i dont even see why my dad is making me go to mci if im only gonna be there for three days. i just found my old O-TOWN cd, and i cant stop listening to it. i forgot how much i loved it. "love should be a crime" is the best song ever. well pop song anyways. i really couldnt tell you the BEST song ever. even tho it doesnt really fit, its still me and tys song.



Love Should Be a Crime



Words like love and happiness
Never seem to stand up, Baby
When you put 'em to the test, yeah
You say that you're a poet
That your love's a work of art
But you can't play love by numbers, Babe
Gotta play it all by heart

Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby
It happens all the time
How you play me, play me, play me
Playin' with my mind
Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby
You're makin' me go crazy (Ah ah ah ah...)
And if you all that love, then love should be a crime

Honesty bites the dust
Everytime I hear you sayin'
That love is never lust, yeah
Did you read it in a book?
Did you see it in a magazine?
Do you think that I'm some new age fool?
Do you think I'm so naive?

Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby
It happens all the time
How you play me, play me, play me
Playin' with my mind
Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby
You're makin' me go crazy (Ah ah ah ah...)
And if you all that love, then love should be a crime

Love should be a crime...

You and me
Suddenly
We got nothin' to say
But the words get in the way

Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby
It happens all the time
How you play me, play me, play me
Playin' with my mind
Baby, Baby, Baby, Baby
You're makin' me go crazy (Ah ah ah ah...)
And if you call that love,
then all it was
was a pocket full of nothing but a suicidal gun
If you call that love then love...should be a ... crime


well, even if you dont. i love it. guys im real bored. why was i the last to know that rach moved?! color me pissed. actually, not really. so yeah. moving on. kris doesnt think that alex from paradise hotel is hot. for those of you who dont know what im talking about heres a little sample.





see i told you he was hot. and hes not only hot. but hes adorKable. You all know you agree with me. you're just too shy to say so. hurray...i got a box of spongebob popsciles and YOU dont. haha. i know your jealous but dont worry, i know how to share. im kinda embarrassed that i posted the o-town lyrics now. why oh why did i do something silly like that? oh well, too late to change it now. anywhodles. so im really looking forward to leaving mci. if this whole thing doesnt work out, im not gonna go to school anymore it will just be a big fat waste of my time. WHO'S WiTH ME?! im a little too gay today. so im gonna go. bye guys!

-madison-